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AncestorsIn these trying times, it's become easy   
for me to hold you on a pedestal, praising you   
then ancestors I speak of with pride   
Those who were before me struggling   
to create for myself and future generations   
a smoother steady path   
Through opened doors of opportunity   
I gratefully thank you   
for my trials, tribulations are not as difficult   
as they have been for you, my beloved ancestors   
this knowledge is what keeps determination within   
In these trying times, it becomes easier   
for raise my eyes to Ancestors
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Home Upon The FoamFor your own good don't lay a hand upon me  for the pointy bloody thorns I have  
will bury themselves deep enough to hurt you   
life thus far is shattered pieces of glass  gently connected with the souls tired threads  When a weakened smile is upon my face  lift a glass of wine in hope it stays in place   
while dancing one foot after another  caress the knots out of my neck  make it impossible for me to slice myself  removing flesh from muscle and bone   
To deliver me from this hell on earth  would be a mercy to shoot me, with silver bullets  crushing this mis Home Upon The Foam
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Making Me Feel WholeWARM TANNED SOFT ARMS  AVAILABLE TO COMFORT ME  WHEN NIGHTMARISH MEMORIES  RETURN TO SCARE AND HAUNT   
A TENDER SMILE, GENTLE CARESS  TO CALM AND SOOTHE ME  WHEN HURT FROM THE PAST  TURNS MY HEART TO A CHUNK OF ICE   
WITH EYES GLEAMING, A CARING HAND  THUMBS AWAY THE FLOWING TEARS  LEFT FROM THE FULL ONSLAUGHT OF  OF DEPRESSION THAT HAS TAKEN HOLD OF ME   
A SIGH OF CONTENTMENT ESCAPES MY  BODY  AS A FEELING OF LOVE AND ACCEPTANCE  ENTERS A ONCE EMPTY ALMOST DEAD SOUL  MAKING ME FEEL WHOLE YET UNEXPECTLEDLY OUT OF CONTROL Making Me Feel Whole
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You Were A Mother When NeededAn unforgettable woman perhaps on her death bed   
Once so full of life, so strong   
Now her body betrays her, turning frail   
She's aware her time on earth won't be long   
 
 
I cared for her most of the time   
while knowing she didn't want me by her side   
My heart breaking, I bent to kiss her cheek   
I felt moisture, that wasn't allowed to glide   
 
 
Aunt Sissy I ask, "Are you okay, what do you need?"   
I waited so she could form her words, make them clear   
Her response to me during those breathless moments &nb You Were A Mother When Needed
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  • Current Residence: Missouri
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: big enough to be baggy and comfortable
  • Print preference: not the least bit picky.
  • Interests: Reading, poetry, collecting sports cards, online games, sports, crafts,photography
  • Favourite movie: Field Of Dreams, although there are other movies I like just as well
  • Favourite band or musician: AeroSmith,Bon Jovi,LostProphets,Trappt,NickleBack,GreenDay,Maroon 5,Kelly Clarkson,Gretchen Wilson
  • Favourite genre of music: Pop/Rock/Country/Rap...basically all of it except Opera, Jazz and the Blues. Okay, so maybe not all.
  • Favourite artist: Da Vinci & even though he's not famous YET, my baby brother Nik AKA Shadowdsanity
  • Favourite poet or writer: Sylvia Browne for the books she writes, Emily Dickenson for her poetry, Nora Roberts for her romance
  • Favourite photographer: Nigel Barker/Tyra Banks
  • Favourite style of art: Haven't found one I like all that well yet.
  • Operating System: Which one? I have a laptop and a desk top now.
  • MP3 player of choice: I have a new one but it was a gift so i'm not sure the brand name
  • Shell of choice: Protective Shell lol
  • Wallpaper of choice: don't care
  • Skin of choice: can't find one that i'd choose over another
  • Favourite game: Nascar 09
  • Favourite gaming platform: Xbox360
  • Favourite cartoon character: not cartoon characters in a sense but the orginal Power Rangers
  • Personal Quote: You fuck with me or my family, you better be willing to suffer the consequences!
  • Tools of the Trade: pen/pencil, paper, eraser, computer, printer, writable cds,scanner,synonym/antonym books, dictionary

Why Bother

Wed Jun 24, 2009, 1:27 AM
  • Mood:
  • Listening to: Send Me An Angel by Real
  • Reading: First Family by David Baldacci
  • Watching: Nothin til I turn in for night. It helps me sleep
  • Playing: The game of trying to sleep
  • Eating: Nothing til 8ish AM
  • Drinking: Ice water.. too damn cold for anything else
I have reached the the end of my rope on this issues, and I'm seriously thinking why bother? Why bother to continue to write putting my very heart and soul into each and every word. Having tears flowing, that I try so very hard to hide or not shed at all, due to it feeling like a weakness in me.

I mean, I get no feedback, what so ever. Yes, I know some will no doubt rip my soul to bits, but I'd rather have that, then nothing at all. With no comments, it makes me feel as if the passion I have for writing isn't worth shit.

I mean, fuck, my own siblings on here don't even leave comments, so what the fuck is up with that? I am so close to closing my DA account, which will hurt me, but not nearly as bad as recieving no comments at all. The no comments has honestly caused me to reach a point of not writing at all. It's just not worth the feelings of failure I have

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~ElizabethTY:iconElizabethTY: May 4, 2009, 10:09:47 AM
Thank you so much for the fav :)
*spike83:iconspike83: Mar 30, 2009, 11:02:04 AM
Thank you for the fav and the watch!

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*DeadlySilent:iconDeadlySilent: Mar 30, 2009, 1:06:35 PM
You're welcome.

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~splatou:iconsplatou: Feb 24, 2009, 1:59:20 AM
Hey!
Thanks allot for the :+fav:s and for watching me.
Appreciate it!
Splatou

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*SaNNaS:iconSaNNaS: Feb 19, 2009, 10:45:54 AM
Hello [=

Thank you so much for the fav!

:heart:

//Sanna
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=timeodd:icontimeodd: Dec 25, 2008, 10:31:24 PM
:wave:
Many thanks for the :+devwatch: Much appreciated! :thanks:

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=timeodd:icontimeodd: Nov 8, 2008, 1:30:31 PM
:wave:
Thanks very much for the :+fav: :handshake:

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~SnowflaketheSnowFair:iconSnowflaketheSnowFair: Oct 24, 2008, 8:21:02 PM
Thanks so much for the fav and watch
Hugs

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*DeadlySilent:iconDeadlySilent: Oct 24, 2008, 8:55:30 PM
You're quite welcome.

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Lynnette Murry AKA DeadlySilent
~Shiro-Demon:iconShiro-Demon: Jun 28, 2008, 8:48:46 PM
Random Deviant! :salute:

:D

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